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Wednesday, October 12, 2005
..well maybe more.
Been tryin to figure out the html, css, and watever nots script the whole day. So i just tot maybe i shud just pen in a lil of how i felt after a long day. Well, they are annoying yet interesting.
blank stare*..kinda oxymoron huh? Well, yea..it was..it is still is. My head kept thinkin about it. I am still not satisfied with wat i have currently. I know no one knows of this domin yet, but i can't help but feel just...*bittin lip hard*...man inferior. I surf thru the net and saw reali reali cool blogs, with nice layout, i din reali care bout the content yet, cus it's true, when it comes to things like this, the aesthetic value as a whole comes in stronger at the beginning. But wat made me more bummed is that, i am a Grphic student!! *mock horror*...can u understand now, how i feel?!!
*sigh again*
Well, maybe i shudn be so hard on myself, cus in my whole 3 yrs course, i was only taught once about web designing, with Dreamweaver. Even so, i felt like i'v forgotten most of my stuffs. especially the basic. Man, i need to refresh em all. That was also part of the reason why i was crackin my head, spending hrs in front of the peecee tryin to figure them out. And only to find out that, things i was figurin out i had nvr came across them. Over all, it's good i think.
So, a bit more.
The day went by a bit rocky. Maybe things just happened for a reason, i knew them too well to ask why? Yet sometimes, the human that i am will eventually ask. Lately, things hv much calmed down. The roller coaster ride I'd been for months had finally taken its final plunge down the almost vertical drop, say about 80degrees, and things are just slowly falling in to place. Tho, the after effects are still hovering over my mind once in a while, but i know im a lil stronger now to face it. If i have to cry..i will, no big deal. *pats bac hard, twice* *stupid dumb grin*
Anyway, i know they are still more rides to come. And it's not like i have much choice to choose to take that ride or not. Bcus sometimes u just have to. As a person, u just have to. For somebody elses sake or ur own. Sometimes, i wish i dun have to feel such obligation to do it, but for some reasons, i rather take the ride than to watch from below and dealing with this unsettling peace, which means, no peace at all. So i gues, i will take the rides.
Posted at 05:22 am by seryndipity
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Took me quite a bit to finish this. Actually it's still nothin yet in the eyes of most ppl, but to me, I've been workin out...figuring out some of the srcipts which i was totally not interested last time. Annoying as it is, I find myself completely drawn to know them. Working my ass n my eyes off, but it's alrite. This is just some experiemental blog for now, so u wun see much if u happen to stumble across this site.
Anyway, I hope ur day has been well and productive. Takecare...ciaoz.
Posted at 06:06 pm by seryndipity
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Hi,
Call me Furunu. Actually it is my name in Jap. Looked it up from the net. Thought it sounded nice, so mite as well use it. =] Anyway, my main intention of creating this blog is to feature some of my works, things i like doin for eg, like eating good food and obviously, to blog. I hope u will enjoy urself. I can't promise to update really frequently, but i wud love to try. I knw..some of them are snikkering already, as i have failed to maintain my blog previously. *sigh*..i am just bad la. But i am not givin up yet!! *long pause*..*doubtful smile*..i just hope i can stick to wat i say la. I need more time..more TIME!!!
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