It just aint my day, or rather accumulated till today, i am feeling a lil sucky this evening. First of all, let me recall, since last monday till this week, i wonder how many machine died or fell sick right under my nose.
Let's see:
a) my G4 at work..the closest to me (Last Mon)
b) had to settle with my half hearted G5, which will leave me hanging most of the time
c) then Roland (the plotter) died as well (Last Thurs)
d) wanted to depend on my 235 to print some A4s, died as well. Had nvr been tip top
condition lately..so once again was admitted to hospital
So that was all from last week till this evening. Called in Dr. David to come check on my G4. He promised that a change of heart (power supply) everything will be ok. Only that the organ donor comes from US, so gotta wait for a week; which is suppose to be to day, or rather was suppose to be today, before night fall. But i guess slim chance la. Neway, still i can work on watever i can find. Can still survive. Then i found out i need to redo some slides for the trainin tmr. (will be facilitating some trainin for the Blue Box), so needed ppt.
Turned to my G5, realised that no ppt installed. Nvm..gotta turned to some public PC outside. So sat my butt down whole day doin that...tryin to get it rite. Get the flow rite...but only half done. Planned to bring home to continue. Then WHAM!!!!
The demo ppt office 2004 decided to be expired. Nvm..can still work with my Think Office. But no!!! Word can work. So did Excel. But PPT?!?!??!?!?! NO. Some error occured. I uninstalled and reinstalled still same prob. Decided to update..n for the passin hours it's still happily strolling down the internet to update itself with it's fellow mates...watever that is la!!! I DUN CARE!!!!!
Then thot maybe i can turned to my faithful Power book, cus i installed it before. And lo and behold. PPT finally worked....and...and...n..n..."YEA RITE"!!!! Lagged like nobody business!!! COMMON!!! COMMON!!! Why la??!?!?!??!?!
URGH!!!!! and wat made it worse????!?!?!
Why la?! I know you're bored. But it's not like i dun wanna spend time with you. But i reali had work to do. Not that im playin and chilling outside...i had work. And not that im super workaholic..but it's my responsibility. Is it that hard to understand?? I thank you for offering wat you had to offer...n u know my answer...that's good. Goes to show that you know me...but why phrase it taht way? ...just...why la...?
I am not perfect. It's true...not that i wan you to be perfect too. I just wan and need u to understand..n learn from around it. Maybe, or unless u dun see a need. Then maybe it's just my wishful thinking..*shrugs*...but...but...*bite lip*
Sometimes, i am a lil tired. I could use a lil bit of some warmth and to be pampered a lil. I dunno la..
I miss my dad. I miss hugging him. I miss my mom. Called her today just to chat a lil. Hah hah..*chuckled*..she doesn't evn know wat i majored in. Am i suppose to laugh? I dunno la. Her answer to all her friends is that she doesn't know la...*wow*..
...*that far huh?*..
I will most likely wake up like 4.45am tmr i think, gosh! I dun evn know it that is possible..but i hope i can la. need to get into Blue Box early to cont my ppt. Sigh...
Enuf said la..not like it's gonna change anything.
Posted at 11:01 pm by
seryndipity
