I am a lil disturbed by a phone call that was not meant for me, just a couple of hours ago, and I just needed an area to let out. So i guess, i came bac here to write, to complain? To organise my thoughts, to put myself look righteous? ...I dunno..does it matter how I write it? How should i approach this current matter that is bugging me?

Tonite, was one nite whereby I was quite dumb-founded; u know those kind of things u hear and they left ur jaw hangin, or ur heart sinkin, or simply speechless and all u cud do is to take a deep breath, shake ur head from left to right and then sigh again. Well, tonite was just another nite just like that. In short, i was just a lil bit more disappointed than i thot i was hours ago.

For months, i had been listenin to this friend of mine talkin bout things she went thru and all. And one thing for sure that i'v heard from her was that "I hated the most when one had to lie to the one, one loved most." Hearing that from her for so many times, i cudn help but to build a collage of her that she must hav value truth very highly. And that is a very good value i must say. And then it has to happen; tonite...for something so light, something so simple, she lied from the begining. I dinno how or wat to react.

I am not saying that i have not lied before..just that, *sigh*...now it bugs me a lil. I just can't believe she did dat..that's all. And like i just mentioned, no one is perfect, and that somehow in a day u will tend to lie at least once; but the problem with me now is that, if she has not mentioned all those crappy things she has to take then; for example like, simple things-just dun lie. And then tonite...*sigh*..it's just quite a let down la.

I know i am not perfect...but i needed a place to write...